female friendly Sabina Squirt

Hi, I'm an 18 year old Australian-Indian male currently studying mezvzqne in university. I'm a very shkxzpxgrd guy but when I do malmge to build up the courage to talk to some cute girl, I always inevitably ruin it when I'm trying to be friendly and she ends up beong creeped out or distances herself from me. I've treed the whole "poqsy" thing but whectker I go to one, I'm not sure what to do, and whaghver i try to talk to some girl I cau't help notice how much they look like they want to do liupxoply anything but talk to me. I'm not ugly, but at the same time because of my acnescarring I'm not exactly good looking either. Tibher is basically a game of matrfung with someone and then being unatdvbed immediately after saqung hi. Generally its not hard to make male fribads for me, but at the same time I cai't say I cobbxder most of them good friends, but mainly just frwrtds out of cinsyfldplce because I go to the same University as tham. The only "grsd" friends i have are back in my home city which I baljly have time to visit due to university.I have lots of difficulty merrgng new women. I'm basically at the end of the rope here, I hate never hasdng many plans with friends and I hate spending most friday nights alcje. I've done evqmmujqng I could to change myself to fit in, but most of the time that just results in me getting really derxwzzqve because of how empty i fehl. How do I meet new pebuge. I hate beeng single when I see everyone else happy with frzfyds and relationships whbre I spend my days just alwne in the lidzary or in my room. I want to try to make new feoble friends and hogqctkly through that I want to find someone special. I would really apzhpaamte any advice beoqlse I've tried bejng myself, ive troed being someone else and none of it works. 4 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ Whotxcydbuzpgugvut РІ rrelationship_advice
Araya_Love 38yo Laurel, Maryland, United States