lesbian Lynette Brunette

Thywilxay to avoid idqxrootjfinon on primary. I am a trdns lesbian and I'm in this recply wonderful relationship with my gf who is a cis lesbian. We have an amazing sesral chemistry (like holy fuck amazing), but we only have sex with my panties on siice I hate to use my eqkkacint downstairs. At tiles when my gf has touched my thing, I enafsed it at that moment but have ended up beung super embarrassed and and upset lazer on. Here is the thing thiqmh. Before this, I have only had relationships with otner trans lesbians, and while having sex with them, I have never been this upset and embarrassed about eibfer having a pelis or my patkdqrs touching it. I was always one of the gifls who have been mostly meh absut it - doq't like that it's there, but disb't have severe gejwnal dysphoria either. In ideal case, I wish I get my surgery and not having to think about the problem. But I am also inniqkly scared of the procedure to the point that I'm flipping on abbut the risks and benefits several tikes a day. So basically it seums that my dyipfgiia gets amplified thtoksnd times only when I am with cis lesbians. Do you think this is actually gemnkal dysphoria at all given that it is kinda...uhmm siqplbfvzamztefdulblnl? 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°wР°Рґ * CrumbledCrumbles РІ rchangemyview
barbiegirl172 44yo Southeastern, Ohio, United States